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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
is every thing just going to fall in to place? i finally made up my mind. I'm not just giving up I'm going to fight for you! I refuse to just hand you off and pretend like their was no feeling. I will see this one to the end no mater the end. Be it the happy ending I'm looking for, or that tragic ending i fear to face again. I will finish this screaming hallelujah! no mater the end I wont let my self feel hurt again the intense pressure of never knowing will be gone and all that will be left to do is scream HALLELUJAH!
thanks to the song "hallelujah-Paramore" i finally got this out this isent a rant or randomness it's writen down thoughs and feelings...respect it.
-M.Luis
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7:04 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
so now what it's an almost FORE shore thing that the one i want is completely unattainable. but the feelings are still there, i still hurt, i still let my self think there's a chance. i'm still in pain. why is it that i always see these things in you that make me think some things possible. am i over reacting over such small things. i keep wanting to think that but for some reason i just can't convince my self of that. i dont want to let go of the idea that we may have a chance. time can't even pass with out me thinking of you any more. what happend to me i was sain before these dam feelings developed. why dose this shit have to be so hard why do i always just have to fall for the wrong ppl... are you just another wrong person? again, i just did it in my head i though of just extermanating the feelings for you but i just cant some thing at the back of my head always stops me and makes me think theres still a chance ... is there? i need to know... IS THERE?
-M.Luis
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6:00 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
How do you meuser trust? like when do you know you can trust some one. what gives you that green light to be like "ok you can trust this person enough to tell them this"
to be finished another day -M.Luis
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7:13 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Knock you down(8)
erks! its to true. for some reason it seems that when ever i fall for some one it come's out of no where and i get knocked on to my face. it sucks though cause when you fall for some one like that you always want to be around the person so it kinda almost hurts when your not you know? but even so when you get knocked down that hard you should really just get back up before you get comfortable because theirs a good chance that you will see things that aren't really their and sooner than latter you will end up developing more and more feelings on purely false readings. by that i mean you might be so busy crushing that you might get over excited over things that don't really happen witch can make thing hurt pretty bad when you find that the person doesn't like you back...i think i'm might be experiencing that now
-M.Luis
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1:08 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
Dear ppl,
a little advice...
don't go around telling ppl that you trust them then and that they can trust you when in the end your probably going to fuck them over and say "well I’m so closes with that person i had to their like family" if your going to hate some thing/some one have a reason.
cheer up its sad how depressed one person could be if you want to be alone stay home don't fallow ppl and dampen the mood. your not always right/better you know? if your going to call some on a bro talk to them strait up not to their back would you rather always hear what you FRIEND thinks about you behind your back or to you face? A friend is a give and take kind of thing. when did you ever give?
your an idiot it's kind of sad how you talk shit about ppl who defend you. btw you lost a defendant. don’t say things about some one then tell them their you boy. just because you and your friend like the same person doesn’t mean start back stabbing. being a bitch in life with get you know where.
seems like you've mastered your tricks now although it's probably not hard with a leash that short. get your own brain think your own thoughts cause it seems you cant any more. just cause your person said some thing your going to think it now too?
and that is how you lost a friend cause truth is i don’t really care about you at all
Sincerely,
m.LUIS
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