Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Madda shit!

i swear my past keeps coming back to bite me in the ass lately.
shit dose the term "don't look to the past what happened has happened" mean nothing any more.
uhg this shit is ridicules stop saying you were their.
you were there a few times but that was so long ago.
you haven’t been there in so long you never cared Lol
you were so occupied with your on shit.
don’t get me wrong i don’t blame you or any thing is just stop saying you made such an effort.
you did not!
no matter what you do or say things are never going to be the same you know that right?
i don’t even know why your getting so defensive now.
you haven’t looked to me as a friend in so long any way what’s the difference now? hu?
never mind don’t answer that.
ugh i don’t mean to be rude i just cant find any other way to say this ya know?
its just i don trust you i cant see you as any one other then just another random i say hi to in the halls once in a blue moon.
the hole thing with you bringing the past up again.. i don't even start with it its unfinished business but it doesn’t need to be completed its to late for that now it doesn’t mater any more any way every one goes around as if we were complete strangers any way.
honest.
i REALLY like it that way it makes situations that would be very messy easy to avoid.
all those things that happened in the past seem so far off to me that’s its practically seems as if it never happened.
you need to move on stop trying to make the past come back find bigger and better things in life im telling there probably is much better.
i under stand what your going through trying to make thing all bee ok and back to how they were before.
i was trying to do that for almost a year and so much passed me by.
i'm telling you move the FUCK on.
non of it is worth saving.
usually never is.
my bad for putting it so bluntly but its the truth yea know?
but what ever man its up to you dude my advice to you i guess.

-M.Luis

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8:59 PM